Sometimes . . .

Sometimes . . .
I feel stupid because my friends make fun of me for liking Bionicles

Sometimes, I feel insufficient because I read other people's blogs and I notice that I can't write eloquent stories like Nellie, Deeply emotional and powerful words like Cam, or un-thought of and super deep things like Ari.

Sometimes, I have great days.

Sometimes, I forget things.

Sometimes, I wish people would read my blog.

Sometimes, I love music.

Sometimes, I wish I could go back in time.

Sometimes, I feel like nothing I do is good enough for my parents.

Sometimes, I love blogging.

Sometimes, I love driving.

Sometimes, I wish I knew someone that appreciated Super Heroes the way I do, because it's the only thing I write about on my blog.

Sometimes, I feel more stupid because all I do is complain on my blog.

Sometimes, I can't even hear my own thoughts, and sometimes, I can't express them.

Sometimes, I really hate homework.

Sometimes, I feel like no one wants to listen.

Sometimes, I love writing songs, but I wish I was good at it and I had someone to listen to them.

Sometimes, I feel like people are only willing to be my friend because they have to or they can somehow get more in the limelight because of it.

Sometimes, I wish people would recognize the trials that each and every person, including myself, go through. Though, sometimes I wish I recognized it too.

Sometimes, I love writing poems.

Sometimes, I wish my brother could just come home today.

Sometimes, I wish I was good at saying the right thing and that people would listen to me.

Sometimes, I forget what is most important

Sometimes, I really don't like rules.

Sometimes, I wish that people wouldn't assume that I'm popular and that everyone likes me just because I'm on student council.

Sometimes, I'm not the best son, brother, friend, and leader that I could be.

Sometimes, I wish I get sick of myself.

Sometimes, I wish some people would let me know that they love me (like one friend loves another).

Sometimes, my family drives me crazy.

Sometimes, I wish I could read people's thoughts, or even walk 'two moons in their moccassins'.

Sometimes, I just wish I could go on my mission today.

Sometimes, I hate doing what has to be done. Even if it is for my own good.

Sometimes, I wish I could be the kind of guy that kids would look back and say "Do you remember Greg Rellaford? Oh ya he was so cool!"

Sometimes, it is just so hard to be steady and to sacrifice, to do what is right.

Always, I wish I was a super hero.

Always, I know that I need to change to be better.

Always, I wish for the spirit to be with me.

Always, I NEED Jesus Christ in my life

Now, I realize that all my bad sometimes can become good sometimes and all my good sometimes can become always if I just trust in the lord and let him lead me. He makes all things perfect. I can be perfect to. That's my real goal.